Everything Is Clear

    I finally understand how people work, not fully, but enough to understand the intentions of people's doings to other people. People say the trust hurts, which naturally is true, but it doesn't hurt more than to be lied to in so many ways. It's so easy to lie to someone, but so hard to give them the iron truth. The people who are lied to thinks that the other person doesn't care or love them when they are lied to, but in reality, they do care. They know it would hurt them so much, so to prevent the ears from being told the sour truth, people get told sweet lies. But everything doesn't stay sweet forever, it's bound to turn nasty. Lying is as easy as stealing candy from a baby, but telling the truth is as hard as returning the candy. I see why people rather prefer to tell lies than the truth. But by preventing your person from getting stabbed with hurt, and broken trust, you stab yourself with regret and fear of the person finding out. Everything makes perfect sense to me. 

New Cure

     My anger hasn't really been getting the best of me, but I have reached limits to the point I wanted to hurt myself and other people. Because of my new cure, my anger and other personality has been kept put. This new cure of mine, is something that I do all the time. Laughter. I see why people say live, laugh and learn. You have to live to go through the hardest time, and laugh at the situation, then you learn how to deal or cope with the situation. My friends always ask me why am I always laughing. For me, laughing is my comfort zone. So much things have attacked me in so many ways, you would think life itself was trying to assassinate me. I dodged every bullet life shot at me, escaped every hit the world tried to sneak on me, and jumped over every broken down bridge the world had put for me. Laughter is the key in my life. People does not like when I laugh at certain things because they think it's not meant to be funny. That's how I look at things, I look at it as another practical joke. Learn to laugh in order to continue living...