New Personality, New Perspective, New Me and Old Ways

      So I came to an conclusion that I'm gonna keep a distance from everyone. If they close or not, I'm going to keep my distance. No more chilling with people. I'm just gonna turn ghost. Better off that way. I'm going to be my own partner, my own company, and my own friend. Isolation from others is gonna be the best way to prevent certain stuff from being said and done. I'm not gonna cut anybody off, but I  know damn well that no one is going to catch me in a conversation ever again. People just gets on my nerves now, so I'm gonna stay away from "people". People is always going to catch me with headphones in my ear, so that would tell people that I'm not listening to them, so don't bother. Music is my new sanctuary. Music and writing. I'm just gonna turn back to writing to express my words. I'm gonna go back to my old ways now, violent ways. Anger has consumed most of my conscience and formed a new being within me. This being talks to me in my head, to do hurtful things. It tells me to do hurtful things to people, and I don't want that. If anything, I'm going to hurt this new being, and by doing that, I'm gonna have to hurt myself. Fuck it, at least I'm not hurting anyone else. Transformed and understands more. Now that I understand more and get how things work, I'm going to stay away.